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Laptop problems
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Welp my laptop screen is not coming on to show the boot up screen, it's like whenever I turn it on it just let the scrren go black and don't show no image,text,colors at all.. I tried everything to solve the problem BUT!!!... I have not try taking it apart so I need to take it apart or taking it to a repair shop which I need to choose either I pay for a new laptop screen or either fix it myself :/ I fucking hate not having to do anything... So yea, how am I able to post a journal? Thats easy, it's called a phone c: but anyways I'll rarely be on but I might make a new DA I don't know for sure!..
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Well okay yes my birthday is today bitches!!!! I'm almost 18 to live in my own place!! ;D Now gimme my gifts YOU PUNKS!!! lol jk
anyways besides the birthday shit!
Lately I have not gotten myself to script,animate, or fucking draw and sprite... For that reason, I don't know my drive for this shit is almost dying out and I need more motivation than I thought... Sooooo, I guess I'm gonna have to watch some anime or open back up commissions and see if I can get my ass to do 5 things in one day!!!! But I really need to get my ass to do something before getting into doing Nintendo let's plays and PS3 let's plays or gameplays :/ but other than that all I need is now is a break but you might see some stuffs posted up from me if I get in the mood of making something but other than that I'm taking me a relaxing 5 weeks off or 10 maybe...
So yea, I'll wont be doing nothing until then bitches
Peace!
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Depression Meme test
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[ ] You cry often
[x] You have cut yourself ( rarely )
[x] You have taken a liking to the color black
[x] You think things you think nobody else would ever think ( you'd be scared if you was in my mind )
[x] You have thought about killing yourself
[x] You punch, scratch yourself (I enjoy my pain and pretend it's not even there)
[x] You're poor
[ ] You hide your face with your hair
[x] You think nobody understands you ( Sure as hell they don't lol only some understand me )
[x] You feel alone ( my life style )
TOTAL: 8
[x] Taken a liking to other peoples pain (Depends on who.)
[x] You enjoy pain (don't get the wrong idea, I have my own reasons why on somethings!)
[x] You have thought about cutting yourself ( Didn't I already answer something the same to this??!?! )
[x] You want something to die a lot ( Yup. )
[x] You have thought that you were bi polar ( I think I am ._. )
[x] You have no friends (My life style of how I'm living in real life)
[x] People have labeled you 'emo' ( all the time I swear D; )
[x] Everybody hates you ( ehhhhh... they hate me cause of my anger mostly, the rest well don't wanna explain )
[x] You go to therapy ( soon for personal reasons )
[x] You're quiet ( I will be quiet for a whole day or month or even a year if I'm not notice'd owo )
TOTAL: 18
[x] Think nobody cares about you
[x] You have been told "there's people that have it worse then you"
[x] You don't leave the house (Most of the time.)
[x] You stopped eating for at least 2 days ( lost all meaning to eat if I get angry and depress )
[x] You're worried about your future
[x] Your parents don't care
[x] You don't like being around people ( depends on who )
[x] Your friends left you because of your depression
[x] You're lonely ( I'm use to it, oh well )
[x] You spend a lot of your time on the computer ( ._. if I have no friends and I'm lonely, then yea I would so not get on a computer or a laptop.. I would just stare at my wall )
TOTAL: 28
[x] You feel like there is nothing good in your life ( there's nothing good about life if a person thinks it's hard and not try to make it easy )
[ ] You're an atheist
[x] You only believe there is only bad in the world ( shit look how people are now :/ )
[x] You feel more comfortable in black clothing ( I'm a different person if I'm wearing black .w. )
[x] You don't know what to do anymore (Nope.)
[x] You have wanted to die for a stupid reason (Let's not go there, I'm pretty sure we all think stupid things of how we are gonna die one day.)
[x] You have overreacted to something stupid ( I worry to much? )
[x] You could care less about school ( depends if the school is all fuck'd up )
[x] The people that live with you make you feel worse
[x] You hate your life ( ever since I was.............. 10 years old or 6 years old )
TOTAL: 38
OVERALL TOTAL = 38
If you got 4 or under - You're fine
If you got 8-13 - You could be better
If you got 14-17 - See a doctor
If you got 18-22- You're depressed/suicidal
If you got 22-26- You are very depressed
If you got 27-40- You are a very messed up person
Time for meds...
Time for meds...
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Okay and yes this is other vent that I feel like expressing my self and point of view about things that make me wanna set idiots on fire or smack some sense into their heads :/
What's the vent journal about? weeeellll let's just say I have two very idiots who don't know how to troll and got nothing better to do with their lives just wanna copy me and my girl and troll? what???? what was the point of this???? what kind of trolling or failed dick move was this???? and faving some of our stuff to get notice by me and my girl????? what kind of retard games are you playing here?!???? god and I even notice something too!
You say you don't want to deal with bullshit but he himself or she herself are the one's giving out bullshit for people to deal with when I told and I repeat myself.. me and my girl want nothing to do with them and don't wanna be in the middle of this shit DO PEOPLE NOT UNDERSTAND?! fuck man, I swear it's like when some people turn into adults they somehow become freaking idiots or the most stupid person known to the world!!!! ;D
It's funny how one person said I hurt her when I didn't do shit and she was the one who hurt me and was cheating behind my fucking back and he was the one who told me this shit about her and has been hurt by her so many times when I was still friends with him but somehow have secret feelings for her of the way she is.. =_= but he trys to hide so he can fuck other women oh well, can't wait to see that train wreck a couple of times! ;D but anyways I didn't do shit wrong, she was the one who made the stupid move and broke it off with me like I was nothing to her at all.. so oh well, whats done is done. :/
If I see one more shit from them saying they don't wanna deal with BS but they troll by asking for it then that's a sign they want the attention and have nothing better to do with their lives.. It's funny because one of them is a high school drop out and likes to stay in their house a lot and don't make outside friends :/
But anways, I need to settle this shit and so I can move on with my life cause this, reason why I wanna settle this shit now. Is because it's only a matter of time till one person shows me it and that I gotta still deal with a black and white wolf or a fucking lynx? or whatever he is and animal changing stealing freak to deal with and I don't wanna keep dealing with this for the rest of my life till they wanna troll someone else. :/
And they gotta do this shit on my spring break :/ I will get the both of you and question your stupid idiotic stuff of what you two are doing and I will find a way even if I have to drag you both in a skype chat or call or even a DA chat :/
Wanna see the trolling and stupid tricks?? no? oh well have a look right here!! I was just doing whatever see what was spread about me or just looking around but that's when I saw these last night when I was still up for a bit.
prntscr.com/3aiwum
prntscr.com/3aixfz
prntscr.com/3aixjt
prntscr.com/3aixmu
<--- he tried to hide these two. :/
prntscr.com/3aixsm
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Laptop problems by XBrokenMirrorGlassX, journal
Laptop problems
Welp my laptop screen is not coming on to show the boot up screen, it's like whenever I turn it on it just let the scrren go black and don't show no image,text,colors at all.. I tried everything to solve the problem BUT!!!... I have not try taking it apart so I need to take it apart or taking it to a repair shop which I need to choose either I pay for a new laptop screen or either fix it myself :/ I fucking hate not having to do anything... So yea, how am I able to post a journal? Thats easy, it's called a phone c: but anyways I'll rarely be on but I might make a new DA I don't know for sure!..
update!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by XBrokenMirrorGlassX, journal
update!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well okay yes my birthday is today bitches!!!! I'm almost 18 to live in my own place!! ;D Now gimme my gifts YOU PUNKS!!! lol jk
anyways besides the birthday shit!
Lately I have not gotten myself to script,animate, or fucking draw and sprite... For that reason, I don't know my drive for this shit is almost dying out and I need more motivation than I thought... Sooooo, I guess I'm gonna have to watch some anime or open back up commissions and see if I can get my ass to do 5 things in one day!!!! But I really need to get my ass to do something before getting into doing Nintendo let's plays and PS3 let's plays or gameplays :/ but other than th
Depression Meme test by XBrokenMirrorGlassX, journal
Depression Meme test
[ ] You cry often
[x] You have cut yourself ( rarely )
[x] You have taken a liking to the color black
[x] You think things you think nobody else would ever think ( you'd be scared if you was in my mind )
[x] You have thought about killing yourself
[x] You punch, scratch yourself (I enjoy my pain and pretend it's not even there)
[x] You're poor
[ ] You hide your face with your hair
[x] You think nobody understands you ( Sure as hell they don't lol only some understand me )
[x] You feel alone ( my life style )
TOTAL: 8
[x] Taken a liking to other peoples pain (Depends on who.)
[x] You enjoy pain (don't get the wrong idea, I have my own reaso
Let me tell you the most beautiful word ever! by XBrokenMirrorGlassX, journal
Let me tell you the most beautiful word ever!
Chicken!!!!!
Oh now this is just too funny from waht I saw. by XBrokenMirrorGlassX, journal
Oh now this is just too funny from waht I saw.
Okay and yes this is other vent that I feel like expressing my self and point of view about things that make me wanna set idiots on fire or smack some sense into their heads :/
What's the vent journal about? weeeellll let's just say I have two very idiots who don't know how to troll and got nothing better to do with their lives just wanna copy me and my girl and troll? what???? what was the point of this???? what kind of trolling or failed dick move was this???? and faving some of our stuff to get notice by me and my girl????? what kind of retard games are you playing here?!???? god and I even notice something too!
You say you don't want to